Sunday, December 6, 2009

Once Forever



I spent the evening rewatching the film Once with Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova.  It put me in mind of a universal truth and of its equally true opposite.  Nothing lasts.  Everything passes away.  At the moment of perfection, the unraveling has begun.  We cannot continue breathing-in forever, no matter how good it feels to take in the air. Eventually, very soon, we must allow our lungs to release.  Yet when I was younger, and more recently but less regularly, I had the experience of stepping into a moment as into the frame of a photograph, of stepping not only into the scene but into my body, gesture, knowledge and emotions with the assurance of a dancer precisely hitting her mark.  I knew that, after I felt myself moving on, the moment would remain forever as it was.  This knowledge invested even the horrifying moments, and the awkward and confusing ones, with a flawless radiance.  Every breath was inexpressibly satisfying but sad.  Made up of longing and fulfillment and longing again, each was full.  Each was endless.  Nothing passes away.  Ever.

Link to a Song

Monday, November 30, 2009

More from George Macdonald

 

"I am sorry I cannot explain the thing to you," he answered, "but there is no provision in you for understanding it.  Not merely, therefore, is the phenomenon inexplicable to you, but the very nature of it is inapprehensible by you.  Indeed I but partially apprehend it myself.  At the same time you are constantly experiencing things which you, not only do not, but cannot understand.  You think you understand them but your understanding of them is only your being used to them, and therefore not surprised at them.  You accept them, not because you understand them, but because you must accept them: they are there and have unavoidable relations with you!  The fact is, no man understands anything; when he knows he does not understand, that is his first tottering step--not toward understanding, but toward the capability of one day understanding.  To such things as these you are not used, therefore you do not fancy you understand them.  Neither I nor any man can here help you to understand but I may, perhaps, help you to believe!"

"Paradox and Transformation"

A friend sent me a link to this excellent paper  co-authored by Nancy C. Maryboy of the Indigenous Education Institute, physicist David H. Begay and Lee Nichol of the Nyingma Tibetan Institute.  This section struck me as particularly significant:

"There is ample evidence of empirical thinking in all Indigenous cultures, an aspect of thinking in which the narrowed vision of problem-solving is vigorously exercised. The crucial point here is that the narrowed empirical vision is occurring in dynamic relationship with the wisdom matrix, sometimes consciously, sometimes unconsciously."

My study of Goethe in the light of Pierre Hadot's take on ancient philosophy has suggested to me that, though Western consciousness has become individuated to the point of pathology, there exists a living stream of Western consciousness that has avoided this pitfall.   The consciousness structure that is emerging from this stream would, perhaps, look a good deal like Maryboy et al's model of indigenous cognitive processes in which "deeper holistic knowings naturally 'govern' the more limited empirical knowings."

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Just for Fun

Musee Des Beaux Arts

About suffering they were never wrong,
The Old Masters; how well, they understood
Its human position; how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along;
How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting
For the miraculous birth, there always must be
Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating
On a pond at the edge of the wood:
They never forgot
That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course
Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot
Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer's horse
Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.
In Breughel's Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away
Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may
Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,
But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone
As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green
Water; and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen
Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,
had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on. 



--W.H. Auden

More on Beauty




I have been thinking more about this subject of beauty, trying hard not to fall prey to either of what I see as the Scylla and Charybdis of the abstraction of Platonism or the materialism of the evolutionary psychologists. Specifically, I have been asking myself why a fine painting depicting an ugly person is not less beautiful than an equally fine painting of a beautiful person, even if our animal selves find the beautiful subject much easier on the eyes. The tentative answer that I have come up with is that beauty is the living essence of a thing. Its presence is determined by how much access we have through our perception of a phenomenon to the phenomenon's inherent dynamism. This would mean that beauty is always with us if we are able to discipline our consciousness to perceive it. It also suggests that capturing beauty in art is a matter of capturing the aliveness of things. I believe that, if we are fully present to a phenomenon in any moment, we will in a flash become able to see that it is not reducible to the relatively solid objects that normally settle into our minds—just as so often we fail to see our children growing until we look back and notice that they have grown but, when we do take notice, growth itself becomes present for us in a way that it had not been a moment before.

All that we perceive is, if we are only able to become aware of it, a spiraling dance of qualities never at rest but art seems, paradoxically, to show us a frozen moment unendingly the same. It seems to show us something captured forever as in amber or formaldehyde but, if it does its job, what it will in fact show us is a subject so truly portrayed that it appears to live and breathe only for itself in a state in which no explanation or description could do it justice. When we are able to achieve that shift in consciousness that comes to us from surrendering to the artist's vision, a subject artfully depicted will appear to us as a product of absolute necessity, as it never would appear if we were engaged in a utilitarian relationship with it in the world (can we call this new relationship an I-Thou relationship rather than an I-It relationship?).  We see, by virtue of the artist's depiction, that this phenomenon could never be anything other than what it is and what it is is true and right, "sinless and all-sufficient."

If we are able look at something for itself and not for ourselves, if we take out all the distractions of whether or not we like it, whether or not we need it or want it or if it is just in our way, whether or not it stimulates us in a way that we find pleasurable or provides us with an enjoyable frisson of fear or disgust, then we can accomplish the rare feat of re-producing the object in our imaginations without reference to our grasping, judging selves. Though I am not entirely sure that I can do it justice, I can say that this moment produces such intimacy, more than intimacy- identification!, that we become able to see the phenomenon in all its potential (whether or not that potential is ever to become fully manifest).  We are able to see that what something is can never be fully expressed within the limits of time and space.

A witness who perceived in this way, would not think (at least at first) to wonder whether or not she would have rescued Brueghel's Icarus or like the actual figures in the painting, failed to notice the splash when he hit the water. Instead of identifying with the rash, unfortunate youth or with the plowman who goes on with his work, instead of judging either of them, such a witness would find herself allowing the figures of the painting to inhabit her consciousness-- horses, sheep, shepherds, ships, sunsets and the shock of the plunge, all that she surveyed would begin to take root in her mind so completely that she would be one in essence with, not just each figure in the scene, but with all of them, with the scene itself as a dynamic unity.  Now, she can grow with the scene as its nature tells her that it would surely grow.  As Goethe expressed it when he described his process of "exact sensorial imagination," she would become capable of "animating, developing, extending and transforming" what she saw and, thus, become able to see with her inner eye, not the frozen moment of the unregarded fall, but the scene's inherent dynamism, its perfect aliveness.   She would see that none of its figures are separate, that there is no real division between horizon, sea and land and that all, even the distant buildings, are in some way awake to and within themselves.  All of the manifest and potential stages of a phenomenon, from abortive to stunted to fully in bloom, participate in its dynamic essence, in what Goethe called the Archetypal Phenomenon and Bortoft described as the "omnipotential form."  When we see from this wholeness, this infinitely dynamic wholeness, then all is beautiful.



I cannot resist adding, though it disrupts the flow of my narrative, that, when Goethe described to his friend Schiller the experience of seeing the Archetypal Phenomenon, Schiller replied that Goethe was not "seeing" but "thinking." Goethe later wrote that "there is a difference between seeing and seeing; the eyes of the spirit have to work in perpetual living connection with those of the body, for one otherwise risks seeing and yet seeing past a thing."

Saturday, November 28, 2009

More Rilke and Link to Article

Moving Forward

The deep parts of my life pour onward,
as if the river shores were opening out.
It seems that things are more like me now,
That I can see farther into paintings.
I feel closer to what language can't reach.
With my senses, as with birds, I climb
into the windy heaven, out of the oak,
in the ponds broken off from the sky
my falling sinks, as if standing on fishes. 

--Rainer Maria Rilke

"Angels to Radios: On Ranier Maria Rilke "

Possibilities


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Below is today's selection from Charles Williams' New Christian Year. Thanks to this website that is worth visiting every day.
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It is very dangerous to go into eternity with possibilities which one has oneself prevented from becoming realities. A possibility is a hint from God. One must follow it. In every man there is latent the highest possibility, one must follow it. If God does not wish it then let him prevent it, but one must not hinder oneself. Trusting to God I have dared, but I was not successful; in that is to be found peace, calm and confidence in God. I have not dared: that is a woeful thought, a torment in eternity.

--Søren Kierkegaard: Journals